18 year old Sophia Marie Ortiz lives the perfect life, she’s beautiful, she comes from a semi-wealthy family, she has great friends, and goes to a great school… or so people think. Sophia’s life is not as perfect as people believe. Her mother neglects her since she met and married a man named Kenneth, Sophia’s stepfather. Kenneth started raping Sophia when she was only 13. She gets bullied at school for various reasons, despite her looks. Her ex boyfriend cheated on her and left her for one of the “popular” girls, she has been raped by a couple of guys from her school, which resulted in her being called a slut and a whore because the boys led everyone to believe she wanted it. How does Sophia deal with all of this? She cuts… She cuts to ease the pain. When the blood drips, it symbolizes the pain that she endured. She doesn’t like to cut, but it’s her way of relief of the pain and sadness she deals with everyday.

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~ Saturday, April 21 ~
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I almost forgot the log in info lmfao! but I am about to transfer this fanfic, I’ll let you know where soon.

In the meantime, if you have read this fanfic, check out the sequel.

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If you have not read this, DO NOT start the sequel until you read this one first or else the sequel won’t make any sense.


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~ Saturday, March 3 ~
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1989cb1 asked: have u started the sequal ment to be yet.

I surely have —-»» http://meanttobefanfic.tumblr.com/


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musicblocksoutthefuckeryinlife asked: when r u gonna change it because i got like 6 chapters left n i wanna know when 2 finish...?

I haven’t logged on in a while lol but take your time. It’s no longer on CBF (Chrisitis.com). Because of the lack of feedback so it’ll be on a different site. But this won’t be taken down for a while, if at all.


~ Sunday, February 5 ~
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-lovemecrazyy asked: Oh my goodness, I can NOT wait for the sequel.

already started :)

http://meanttobefanfic.tumblr.com/


~ Thursday, February 2 ~
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blackbarbidoll asked: ehhh Chris leave the new bitch

lmfao!


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admirehermind asked: holy fuck! im baffled by all these surprises!! can Oniya atleast make an appearance or two in the sequel?

she will be makin some physical and nonphysical appearances :)


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drippingadorableness asked: 0.0 Lesbians?!?! Shit has gotten real

lmfao! yes, Nadiya and Oniya are full lesbians, Desi’Rae is bisexual. Oniya is unfortunately not in the sequel, though. =\


~ Wednesday, February 1 ~
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O30. | What Are They Up To, 2 Years Later?

I’m adding another year when the sequel starts. Not everyone’s life is summed up. You’ll find out what’s up with the rest of them when the sequel starts as well.

Sophia

After Sophia broke up with Chris and cracked Sabrina’s jaw. She made up her mind to go away for the summer. She needed to clear her head and return a new woman.

Skipping to the day Sophia returned, she found that Chris had moved on and got a new girlfriend. Deep down in her heart she still had love for Chris, but she herself was working on building a new relationship with a guy she met when she went away for Atlanta, Georgia for the summer.

She later moved to Atlanta to be with her new guy. But even though they both have moved on, Sophia still holds a special place in her heart for Chris. You should also know that Sophia’s cuts are completely healed and she tossed her blade in the trash, never to cut herself again.

Chris

After Sophia left, he met and hooked up with a new girl. She was nothing like Sophia, this new girl was a bit on the jealous side, she was jealous type, and the type of girl to jump to conclusions rather quickly. She was a nice girl, she was just very insecure, which was something Chris learned 3 weeks into their relationship. He loves her, but deep down he still has feelings for Sophia.

The new girl knows of Sophia, and wonders if Chris still loves her. The answer is that he does, but he’s slowly but surely letting go. But he knows Sophia will always be his first true love.

Nadiya

Nadiya had been playing hard to get for Michael (Tyga) for a while, then she finally gave in, they went out, hooked up, and then ended after only 3 months because they found that they were better off as friends, why, because Nadiya discovered that she was a lesbian. She doesn’t have a girlfriend just yet, but there is someone she’s messing with. Nadiya misses her best friend dearly but she knows that she can always go visit Sophia in the home that she and her new man shares. Nadiya, Jordyn, Londen, AJ, Anjel, Solei, Saidah, & Misti all remain the best of friends even though they’re all in different areas now.

Jordyn

Jordyn is living a great life as well, she got engaged after a year, and is to be married to none other than Mijo. That’s right, Mijo popped the question after they were secretly dating. Not one soul knew he and Jordyn were even messing around. The girls will be shocked, but happy. Mijo and Jordyn are an unlikely pair, but found love within each other actually after Sophia’s 19th birthday party was when they hooked up without anyone knowing. A sneaky pair, eh?

Oniya

Oniya is doing fairly well, she’s maintaining her bipolar disease and no longer has outbursts as long as she takes her medication. Oniya was also Nadiya’s first lesbian experience. The two fell for each other after a while. Both Oniya’s mother and Nadiya’s mother support their daughters’ choices. They’re still friends, but a relationship is not in the cards for them. Oniya later moved to New York and met a girl she is madly in love with.

Desi’Rae

Desi’Rae has a made a great change, she no longer bullies, she and Sophia and the other girls hung out a few times and she fit in quite well. I also have to say that Desi’Rae is bisexual and she’s also the one Nadiya has been messing around with. There is no relationship, it’s more like friends with benefits. The girls know and they have no problems at all. Everyone is supportive of each other. Desi’Rae is happy she made a change because deep down she hated herself for the things she put Sophia through. She even demanded that the video of her be taken off of the internet and you know what… they did. Sophia’s video is no longer available to be seen anywhere.

Although I haven’t told you about everyone, just know they’re all doing well and you shall find out more about not only the ones above, but everyone else later on. I hope you all enjoyed Bleedin Pain. Now stay tuned for the sequel titled, Meant To Be.


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